Saturday, February 12, 2011

Gedanken - Σκέψεις



Je mehr ich ueber mein Leben nachdenke, umso tiefer schlagen sich die Wunden
der Vergangenheit in mein Fleisch.
Darum versuche ich, ueberhaupt alles Vergangene zu vergessen.
Was mir nicht immer gelingt.
Ich bin stumm geworden und spreche kaum noch.
Versuche nun, mich abzutrennen von der Welt.
Dieses sehe ich als eine Erloesung an.
Es schmerzt nicht im geringsten!

The more I think about my life, the deeper the wounds of my past
reopen in my flesh.
I try to forget the past.
Which is not easy.
I barely speak.
I have become mute.
Now, I try to separate myself from the world.
I see this as a relief.
It does not hurt at all!


Όσο περισσότερο σκέπτομαι για τη ζωή μου, τόσο ποιο βαθιά
ανοίγουν ξανά οι πληγές του παρελθόντος στη σάρκα μου.
Προσπαθώ να ξεχάσω το παρελθόν.
Δεν είναι πάντα εύκολο
Μόλις μετά βίας μιλώ.
Έχω γίνει βουβή
Τώρα προσπαθώ να χωριστώ από αυτόν τον κόσμο...
Το βλέπω ως μια ανακούφιση
Και δεν πονώ καθόλου!.


39 comments:

  1. Deine Zeilen regen sehr zum nachdenken an, denn so schwer es manchmal ist, vergangenes zu vergessen, es muss gelingen, denn die Last trägt manchmal schwer und hemmt...

    Gemütlichen Gruß
    Kvelli

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  2. Il passato fa parte di noi,bello o brutto che sia e bisogna conviverci.
    Bella foto e belle parole,ciao Monika!
    Felice weekend!

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  3. Bless you, Monika. I know that God wants us to learn from the past but focus on the present and future. You are a child of the universe!

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  4. Beautiful words Monika. Thank you for sharing those with us. Lovely sunset as well.

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  5. the past is always the means to reach an unknown future. The past must never be forgotten but at the same time must never haunt us! we should always be free to seek new adventures in this small world of ours!

    and this is really dangerous but very beautiful as well

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  6. Die Gedanken mögen manchmal traurig stimmen, dieses Bild stimmt sofort wieder fröhlich. Da wird einem warm ums Herz.
    LG Sabine

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  7. Κοίτα μπροστά και χαμογέλα!
    Μόνο μπροστά
    Φιλιά πολλά γλυκιά μου
    Καλό Σ/Κ

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  8. This is an amazing and powerful photograph! I love colors and composition and idea. Sun is so captivating. Beautiful image!!!!!!!!!

    I read this little poem and I thought about myself. It touched my heart. I would love to separate myself from the past but its follows me from time to time. I believe that we are all our past and present.

    Great post, Monika!!!!!!!

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  9. Awesome picture !!!!

    I like Rammstein, it's a German group of heavy music

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  10. hello darling..you know what i feel the same..as in your poem.. very nice as always beautiful photo too..well, we will be seeing each other..iam only looking forward to my 3 weeks in cyproz..:))kisses and happy sunday:))From Norway

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  11. Monika,

    I wish you peace and strong creative energy for the upcoming week! Thank you for sharing these works and wonderful photograph!

    Take care,
    Brian

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  12. Danke fürs fabelhafte Bild.
    Man muss die Tür der Vergangenheit schließen, um die Tür der Zukunft öffnen zu können.

    Lieben Gruß

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  13. Monika you are so sweet and wonderfull, wounds make us stronger... belive me my dear, you have a tresoure in you

    your foto is superb

    kiss

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  14. meine liebe Monika
    Wenn sich eine Tür schließt,
    dann öffnet sich eine andere; aber wir schauen meist so lange und
    so bedauernd auf die geschlossene Tür,
    dass wir die, die sich für uns öffnet, nicht sehen....
    liebe Grüße Jasmin

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  15. Interesting site, you have motivated me to Google and learn about Kevin Carter - I have discovered he took so many of the photos that have seen in the press over the years....what a terrible waste of talent.

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  16. I absolutely LOVE your images!
    Thanks for following GLP.

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  17. Sad but beautiful poem!
    Exquisite photo!

    Amazing colours and texture!

    Happy Valentine's Day, my sweet friend!

    Big hugs!
    B xx

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  18. Danke für das in Worte fassen, was ich nicht sagen kann.

    Die Woche gut dir.

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  19. "Die fernere Vergangenheit kann ich ausarbeiten. Aber es gelingt mir nicht, die nähere zu kontrollieren. Wie wenn man einen Zug verpasst:Es ist schlimmer, den letzten Wagen davonfahren zu sehen, als vor den leeren Gleisen anzukommen, wenn der Zug schon weg ist. Vielleicht erträgt man so auch besser die leeren Stellen des Daseins."

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  20. I know what you mean, Monika. Sometimes the past weighs heavily, but we mustn't let it cloud our future.

    Stunning photo !!!

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  21. Rethinking the past with the eyes in the future...

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  22. Αγαπημένη μου Μόνικα,
    Υπέροχο το ηλιοβασίλεμα, αλλά μελαγχολικός και γεμάτος πόνο ο εξ ίσου άριστος ποιητικός λόγος σου.
    Πιστεύω στο να κρατάμε βαθιά μέσα μας το παρελθόν, αλλά να θυμόμαστε πάντα με ελπίδα, ότι αύριο ξημερώνει....
    Και η βαρύτητα πρέπει να δοθεί στην ανατολή του ήλιου και όχι στο ηλιοβασίλεμα..
    Φιλιά πολλά ελπιδοφόρα και χαμογελαστά χχχχχ

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  23. Βαθιά και απογοητευτικό λέξεις. Λατρεύω την εικόνα. Δεν ήξερα αν ήμουν στη γη ή ο ήλιος ο ίδιος. Ισχυρό

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  24. "The more I think about my life, the more deeply
    reopen the wounds of the past in my flesh.
    I try to forget the past.
    It is not always easy
    Just barely speak.
    I've been silent
    Now try to separate from this world ...
    I see it as a relief
    And it does not hurt at all!."

    Today we sing this song together and are sisters!



    Aloha from Honolulu
    Comfort Spiral

    ><}}(°>

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  25. Με στηρίξατε με τα λόγια σας και ευχαριστώ
    από την κάρδια μου.

    Thank you for your words full of understanding.

    Ich bedanke mich sehr fuer die Worte des
    Verstaendnisses.

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  26. This magnificent sun cure and heal whatever pain of the past. The scars left on our skin and in our minds and help us experience and reminder of the mistakes to be avoided again. Great picture and therapy. Greetings.

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  27. Wow, beautiful.. just stared at it for a long while ! Thanks !

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  28. Awesome picture... :)and interesting blogg.
    Have a nice day
    /Halina

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  30. Beautiful post Monika, which touched my heart strongely.
    On my Still almost blue blog i posted words of Khalil Gibran. About pain that aches but will trandform in a beautiful pearl....

    Thanks for these words and the beautiful photo.
    Enjoy your weekend sweet friend!
    xoxo

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  31. Un blog muy interesante, con fotos de gran calidad.Me apunto como seguidor.Iré pasando para ver sus nuevas incorporaciones.
    Una foto preciosa. El sol sale y se pone cada dia.Un saludo desde España.

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  32. thoughts a little sad, wonderful sunset !!!!!!!!

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  33. yes.... i used to have a heavy past on my sholders too....
    now I don't anymore . I am free .. i understand you so well.
    filia :D

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  34. Wow....thats a GREAT picture Bitch, wonderful moment with nice colors.

    Hugs from Holland, joop

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